Monday, August 22, 2016

Transparency part 2

I have so many friends lately who are contemplating adoption or foster care. And I love it! I think it is an amazing thing that they are doing. I even love the idea of it myself. I just don't feel at peace about it. It makes me cry just thinking about it, because it is something I want. I know God is in control of all of this. So I just am constantly praying for peace and clarity in ALL situations. I often think "maybe we should start looking into the adoption process". But then I feel restless and stressed and it never feels right. So please just continue to pray with and for us. And pray that God provides me with someone to really talk to about all of this, because it's hard, and very few understand.

Transparency

I haven't written in awhile because there hasn't been much to say. I swapped doctors. Like my new one. She definitely wants me to loose more weight. It was recommended that I go on a diet pill, but after much prayer,  I decided that it wasn't for me! So, I am trying Plexus and will see if it helps me. She wants me to loose about 60 lbs more before going through any more fertility treatments. It's a lot. I've lost more than that already, so I know it's attainable, it's just a matter of doing so. Just continue to pray for me as I battle food addiction and work to wrap my mind around that food is a necessity, not a thrill ride.